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| Tuesday, 12-Dec-2006 06:09 |
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..::My Weekend::..
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Last Saturday, we went back to KL. Nak ambil barang2 yang mana leh sumbat dlm kereta. First stop, kami lepas gian minum petang kat Naina, Kota D’sara. Lepas tuh baru balik umah my sis. Then lepas mandikan Izzah, we decided to have dinner at warung near projet KD. We bring along Izzah and this is the first time Izzah kuar at nite. Yey!. Heheh finally, I can do whatever I please. Heheh Then kami ronda2 cari pasal smpi la ke Shah Alam ikut Kg Melayu Subang. Patah balik ke KD ikut nkve masuk tru glenmarie. X gi ke mana pun. Dlm kereta jer.. Izzah biasalah, masuk kereta jer tido.. Kuar ngamuk. Heheh
At last I can smell and feel the freedom that I long for.. Kie pun layan jer. Tuh yg paling best. Sbbnya Kie nih bukan jenis yang layan. Seriously. Kadang2 tuh kena plead giler2 and sometimes kena janji ngan dia klu bawa jln2, I’ll do something for him back or segala risiko ditanggung oleh myself. Hehehe
Esok pagi, we had our breakfast kat Naina. Izzah dgn tak mandi lagi pun ikut sama. Yerlah masih awal lagi. Kul 8 gitu. Tapi dh tukar seluar, sbb lencun. Pampers loading to the max!!.. hehhe Ummi dia pakat x sedar, sbb layan Mr & Mrs Smith smpi kul 12am. Hehhe.. biasalah, dh lama x tgk astro.. Jakun giler sey! Kah kah kah kah
Tapi one thing about izzah that made me amaze is, biler masuk jer naina or warung tomyam tuh, semua mcm terpukau tgk izzah. Cute sgt ker anak aku nih? Habih tuh mak dia tak cute ker..?? Kuang kuang kuang.. saper nak jawab tuh.. aku x kira gaks.. aku nak gaks cute.. sbb aku yg sakit 26jam smpi Italy bley menang!
Then packing2 brg, kami blek Temerloh.. Sedey rasanya.. Cam nak delay jer.. Tapi kena hep! ngan Kie. Heheh so blek la kami.. Lepas anto brg, balik semula ke umah IL. Tgk2 MIL tgh buat kuih utk peserta IKBN Temerloh. Tp memandangkan dateline dh dekat, me n kie tolong sama. Kebetulan Izzah, my SIL ambil. Masa tgk kie gulung pulut panggang tuh, made me fall in love all over again.. The moments that I’m so sure that I feel like sulking, he will do something that made me fall in love all over again… hmm loves sometime can be puzzling yet thrilling. Make you want to be hurt and fall in love again.. Ain’t it funny?
Btw nor, parcel received. Tp scary gaks tgk byk cop atas parcel tuh. Siap ada custom release la.. Cam bagi anthrax jer kat fara.. hehehe 
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| Monday, 11-Dec-2006 04:13 |
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..::my bundle of joy is 5 months::..
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Izzah dearie,
I'm writing you this to let you know, how much both of us love you. How both of us dream to be blessed with a child that full of character..that made both of us smile and laugh only just looking at you.. How you mesmerised ummi and abah, with you [b]lively smile.. your cheeky smile when you wanted us to play with you... with your heartly cry when you were hungry or not in the good mood..  We love you, Izzah.. Hoping that you are strong enuff to face the world..
Happy 5 months old sayang...
| Quote: | razi: thanks.. cute ek? tgh2 surf the net, nmpk scrapbook nih.. nih kes try n error la..
Mama Alesha: uwaaaa x sedia lagi nak bg dia grow up.. bley ker kita bg dia static gitu jer?? 
Zie: Tq. Izzah sekarang dh pandai meniarap.. tp biler meniarap asyik angkat bontot, kaki tendang2.. camner tuh? sekarang nih dh pandai nak ambil brg yg ada kat kita.. 
zully: tq. klu dh hensem, mmg hensem smpi ke tua laa.. klu cute jer, x confirm lg cute smpi ke tua.. hehhe
nor: tq. dh prepare mentally n physically.. tp sekarang nih suka mengamuk.. kesabaran fara x der kat dia.. dia nih cukup x sabar...
mai: tq. cair? heheh mcm coklat M & M laks.. melt in ur mouth not in ur hand..
zz:aminnn.. tq so much for the wish. dia bukan setakat membesar dgn sihat.. malahan membesar bagaikan johan!.. kekekekek |
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| Thursday, 7-Dec-2006 15:02 |
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This one just came in..
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A parcel from my dearest sis in png.. tq so much yang.. appreciate it.. it shows that no matter where I am.. you guys still think of me... I REALLY REALLY appreciate it...
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| Thursday, 7-Dec-2006 12:00 |
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Mari membaca...
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Petang2 bila blek.. i read to izzah.. her current favourite story book is The Little Red Riding Hood.. x tahu la knp.. sbb bila dibacakan tuh.. macam paham jer.. smpi tgn tepuk2.. maybe becoz the the red hood kut.. thanks to Yang for the Animal Book..
Macam reti jer baca buku tuh... 
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| Wednesday, 6-Dec-2006 08:26 |
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Akunamatata!
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Aku masih kaget teringat lipan bara yg meniti tangga umah IL semlm. Meremang satu badan.. Tgh lipat kain sambil tgk tv..dan membuai izzah.. kie ckp lipan yang! mak datukkkkkk.. besar nak mampus!!! To type the words lipan pun membuat aku meremang gilerss...Terus spontan aku naik atas kusi sambil mencangkung..sambil menengok Kie mencarik-carik benda alah tuh.. sbb setelah dikatuk berkali-kali.. BENDA TUH MASIH HIDUP LAGI!!!!!! IT'S ALIVE!!!!!!!! uwaaaaa aku nak blek KLLLL... heheh alasan semua tuh...
Pg nih bgn bpagi, Kie reminded me to wear slippers masa nak gi bilik air.. takut aku terpijak benda alah tuh.. Nauzubillahhhhhhhhhhhh! Biasalah dgn x cukup tido.. mana nak pasan kita pijak apa kan...
So today.. I said to myself.. AKUNAMATATA! It means no worries for the rest of your day... sesiapa yg pernah tgk LION KING will sure to hear this phrase.. Izzah semakin sihat..though a bit the kurus sket.. tapi still dh semakin cheerful blek.. sekarang nih dh pandai.. bila nk bgn, kita x sedar..dia akan push kaki dia ke bdn aku...tak pun akan menghentak kaki dia atas tilam tuh.. mau tak terkejut aku nih.. dh la aku nih light sleeper.. aduh sayanggg.. migrain ummi nih seyy..
Tgk la anak dara aku sorang nih.. tido cam otromen taro... 
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| Tuesday, 5-Dec-2006 05:29 |
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Izzah dh beransur sihat..
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Alhamdulillah.. last saturday nite, finaly Izzah lena tido.. bgn utk susu jer.. so bley la tido lama sket aku nih.. heheh bukan ngan mengelat.. tapi seriously klu kita x cukup tido leh weng seminggu jawabnya..
Ari Ahad, seteleh memerah tenaga menyiapkan kejer2 umah..dan usaha2 membasuh yg tak pernah habis.. then acara melipat kain.. petang tuh boring giler babas.. Cakap kat Kie.."Saya nak jalan!". Cam kuasa veto jer kan.. heheh tapi it's not like that.. sound like that but it's not the real thing.. Kie tanya nak jln ke mana..? KL bley? Kie jawab.. bley blah! aku dah agak dah.. tapi test power jer.. mana la tau.. bley plaks.. angin ok..
Tak kira nak jln ke mana.. janji jalan.. nak bawa Izzah gaks.. so terkepak-kepak la anak dara aku sorang nih, bila tgk ummi dia pakai tudung.. heheh.. siap pegang bag.. Jln2 dlm kereta jer.. then Kie stop kat tepi Sg Pahang.. Mcm some sort of walk la.. but dun know wat walk.. hehhe
Jln2 cari pasal sambil menyusuri Sg Pahang...
Later that nite, aksi2 budak yg dh beransur sihat nih aku capturekan..Last-last tido.. sayu gaks tgk Izzah masa tido nih... sayu sgt.. last week demam, melepek jer..then sekrang dh sihat.. hyper..qada yg melepek tuh.. last2 tido sendiri.. senyap2 ummi bedung izzah.. supaya tak terjaga.. biasalah cuti sekolah rumah my IL byk cucu2 dia..
Thank You Allah.. for blessing me wif this child.. I will never hurt her.. I will love and cherish her with all I might.. Just dun take her away from me.. coz' I dun bare to live without her...
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| Monday, 4-Dec-2006 05:51 |
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Izzah demam nak tumbuh gigi & demam ruam...
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Setelah seminggu tak cukup tido..dan sekarang masih mamai2 x cukup tido... baru lah dpt di update fp nih.. ingat nak qada tido last sabtu..tp bz dgn pindah brg yg tak habis2..nak qada ari ahad.. sibuk membasuh..membasuh..dan basuh lagi baju bertimbun yg tak sempat nak basuh..since sini hujan sokmo!
Penatnya tak terkata... Tapi mengenangkan tanggungjawab and my endless love towards my family.. I don't dare to utter a complaint of my continous tiredness.. heheh fenatttttttt... ok back to the topic...Izzah demam nak tumbuh gigi.. itu baru permulaan.. semalaman mendodoikan dia.. tak nak minum susu.. hanya minum air masak.. nasib baik nk gaks minum.. klu x..dehidrate laks.. cam tuh ker eje dehidrate? belasah jerlah.. lately, my brains its a bit the useless..heheh biasalah khayal x cukup tido..
Biasalah sbg seorang mak.. i'm sure that we will be a bit the panic.. since i'm all by myself here.. i'm trying to calm as possible.. plus benda2 tahyul yg disuruh buat membuatkan aku tenang dlm geram...hehehhe
 
Teether diberi pukul 2.30am & 4.00am.. kesian kan...
Izzah merengek.. meragam.. dh bedung pun masih resah.. so at 2.30am, aku dukung dia.. dodoikan.. tak mau gaks.. aku bagi dia teether.. oooo sakit nak tumbuh gigi ghupernya... izzah be this way for two long days.. najis pun cair plus a bit the greenish..aku kat opis resah gaks.. sbb takut anak aku dibawa oleh IL aku ke bomoh... heheheh No offense pada yg percaya benda2 cenggini.. it's just that aku lebih percaya kpd ketentuan Allah s.w.t sahaja..
Later ari khamis.. dia ok.. alhamdulillah.. syukur sgt.. baru jer aku nak reda panic.. ari jumaat badan izzah dipenuhi oleh bintik2 kemerahan.. i thot it was missles.. or something else.. but MIL aku confirmkan it is ruam.. so aku reda blek.. izzah dipakaikan mittens blek.. sbb nnt abih dia garu muka..kepala.. tp mlm, dia tido ok.. MIL said dia nak kuarkan bisa.. bisa apa aku x tahu.. yg pasti I kindda hope on my MIL instinct..coz' my mom is far away for me to ask her wise thot...lg pun aku tak nak dia risau.. to my family yg baca nih.. dendiamm oooo.. jgn ckp kat mak n abah tau.. if not chik tak nak beli kain dah.. hua hua hua hua hua (gelak godzilla yg keletihan)
nmpk tak bintik2 ruam kat muka izzah nih ummi?
Satu benda yg membuat aku letih semcm nih, sbb aku jg Izzah alone.. Kie? dia mengkoroh.. kang aku gerakkan dia.. dia migrain laks tak cukup tido.. so aku sacrifice laa.. biar aku jer migrain sensorang.. bini mithali nih..
Knp aku mumbling camnih? seriously.. i'm trying to conceal my gundahness towards what happen.. coz' I'm leaving my fate on other's ppl hand.. So do pray for me k.. It's not that bad.. but i'm not leaving my conciusness yet.. apa yg aku ckp nih? u all paham? i dun.. heheheh 
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| Wednesday, 29-Nov-2006 08:06 |
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GreetingZ from Pahang!
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Bila baca comment from you all semua.. it made me realise that I have your support. Thank you so much! To mai, mas, iena, and others.. thank you so much.. it made me feel good moving here.. to zizie.. your jot down is the one yg dijadikan pegangan n my guidance to get tru my journey here..
Baru 6 hari kat sini, dah terasa.. Sbb buat sementara waktu, I stayed wif my IL. Sbb barang tak habis pindah dr umah d'sara lagi. Masih ada big2 things there.. Such as fridge, wachine machine etc. Sekarang nih pun nak pindah brg2, masalah lori plaks. Umah sewa dh dpt. Dh siap cat pun. Tapi masih tak leh nak move in coz brg2 still ada kat KL.. So bersabar jerlah....
Cakap byk kang lain plaks jadinya...Tak dpt nak update byk2. Sbb kat umah x der line. Tunggu umah baru esok.. Ini jer dpt di update. Gambar Izzah in action.. I love her so much! Dah dekat nih lagi byk yg membuatkan kita rasa nak balik cepat.. Luckily here I can do that.. heheheh Memang penat. Yerlah ofis kat Temerloh. Umah IL kat Lanchang. So 1 hour journey la.. Tapi bila balik umah, tgk muka bb kesayangan aku nih.. fehhhh.. made it worth it la.. i mean to transfer here.. so dia lah pengarang jantung buah hati ku.. penawar hati..
Suka sgt mengangkat kaki. This Pic was taken masa on the way nak gi wedding Kie's kazen. Baju tuh for 6-12months, and my Izzah is only 4 1/2 months!
Aksi makan teether part 1.
Aksi makan teether part 2.
Next would be, my effort to make a suprise ceremony for Kie's b'day! Kang aku buat party kang.. jauh.. takder saper nak jemput..  Pandai jer dia plan.. time dpt bonus tula, dia nak bdaynya.. bley gitu??? hehehhe
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| Friday, 24-Nov-2006 01:54 |
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..::Sad But True::..
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Finally the day has come.. for me to say goodbye to yesterday....SEDEY rasanya dihati ini.. semalam tak tertahan sangat sedeynya.. tak tertanggung tekanannya... so ngan hati yg membara.. berbuku-buku.. I went for shopping spree and makan spree.. hahhahahahaha puas hati! cam therapy..(excuse tuh, padahal nak bershopping.. sbb kat temerloh tak der shopping mall yg best.. uwaaaaaaaa heheheh)
Bestest buddies Kak Nab, Meen, Kak G, Kak Ieda, Sha, Kak Mun, Kak Hani...dan ramai lagi.. Biasalah mesra alam.. hari nih nak minta maaf tgh pk mcm mana.. sbb semua org kenal satu building nih.. ada 16 tingkat.. penat nak menapak satu tingkat..anyway.. sebarang terkasar bahasa..tersasul bahasa..Maafkanlah.. segala kenangan kita bersama..selama 4 tahun fara kerja kat sini... akan fara simpan dlm freezer..dan akan segar dlm ingatan..
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| Wednesday, 22-Nov-2006 02:11 |
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..: The Memory Remains:..
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Fortune fame
mirror vain..
gone insane..
but the memory remains...
Ada berita sedih.. berita gembira..I've got transfered.. yeah.. transfered to the place where I never would imagine myself would be.. a place that is so different from where I used to be.. to leave my frens, my family, my favourite places, my favourite things, my favourite hang outs... to be able to adapt myself in new environment? only Allah knows..but in order to be close with my family, I have to make the necessary sacrifices..
To be close with my family yet to be near with my in laws.. hmmm.. dun get me wrong.. it is just something berbuku inside me for a quite long time... not they are not gud enuff..they are great in laws.. and i'm flaterred having them in my life.. is just that to be comment n criticise every single minute..it's damn annoying..as well as irritating.. the words that came from their mouth is quite hurtful.. I believe we need to have a check point in ourselves whether what we are going to utter is hurtful or not? but who am i la to ask them to think.. simply becoz' i'm the youngest "menantu" in th family.. taking my parents advice.. sabar itu separuh dari iman.... But for my family sake.. it is a situation that I have to swallow and just breathe n exhale...
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more form the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for a something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more form the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
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