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| Thursday, 26-Jul-2007 12:00 |
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..tiga malam tanpa bintang...
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HoSHAS-17July till 19 July
It is all started on Sunday (15/7/2007). She started having stomach cramp. Just imagine her, a ONE year kiddo, holding her thigh to the chest and was whimpering in pain. It reminded me when I used to have menstrual pain every single month. And she is on a baby. My little baby. I can’t bear to see her in that condition.
My MIL : “tak payah balik lagi. Awak nak balik buat apa, kalau dia asyik menangis?”.
Me: Takperlah mak. Try dulu naik kereta. Selalu naik kereta dia diam.
But she is not stop crying, eventhough we’ve been wonder around in the car, for about ½ hour. Then I said to kie.
Me: Yang, tak payah balik umah mak. Kita terus gi klinik. Kalau balik pun, bukan leh solve problem.
Then we went to the clinic. Pathetic about living here is there’s no such thing as pediatricians here. After a few shots, she calmed and relaxed in my arms. But then later that nite, she was having the same symptoms every hour. Just imagine that.
I took EL the next day, since she was having fever. She doesn’t want to eat any rice and was drinking milk but in small amount. Then that Tuesday, I have to work. So Kie sent her to my MIL. And later that noon, my SIL called and asked me to take her to the hospital, since she didn’t eat and cried all morning.
At the stoopid hospital, after waiting for SIX bloody hours, finally we get to see the stoopid doctor incharge. (We were waiting from 3.30pm till 9.30pm!!!) I didn't ate any lunch. And Izzah was all cranky because of not having anough sleep and the place were cold enough to freeze any human alive!!!!
And the way they simply pierce izzah's hand with needle, it really break my heart to see her crying. And I was about to SMACK the doctor's and MA head, when Kie get a grip of my hand. He looked at me, and I understood. That I can't do that.
Bayangkanlah... Izzah is a still a baby. They cannot treat her like an adult!  Too many test! Too many crap! Too many fuss! And they can only come up with a straight face, anak mak kena jangkitan kuman. I asked them back, jangkitan kuman kat mana? darah? jantung? buah pinggang? hati? pankreas? They cannot give me a straight answer! And plus, BILA MASA PULAK AKU BERANAKKAN KAU??? 
I was so frustrated until I brake down and cried. At night, when I looked at Izzah's face, my eyes will streaming down with tears. When I rocked her to sleep, I was wondering, why is this happened to my baby... And when I humbly sujud di atas sejadah.., I prayed that Allah will give me the patient, [i]kekuatan untuk menghadapi semua ini[/]...
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| Wednesday, 25-Jul-2007 03:55 |
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..izzah is ONE..
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MY PRECIOUS BABY is finally ONE!!
Sebenarnya Izzah turns to ONE, last 11 JULY 2007. Which is the same as my sister's (her achik yein) birthday! So both of them celebrates the DAY, on the same day... Oleh kerana kesibukan yang melampau..I can't update my fp as usual.. Damn those sh**zload.. menci tahap gaban!
When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you.....
you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love YOU!."
yang menarik tentang izzah:
1. Dah pandai berjalan. Walaupun cam giganto. But she still work herself to the fullest.
2. Suka makan. Whatever it is..dia nak.Tak bagi..ngamuk! 
3. Suka ketawa dan buat lawak. Kadang-kadang aku dan kie can't help ourself laughing, sbb tgk keletah dia.
4. Teramatla suka beronggeng. Bila dengar lagu feveret dia, dia akan berjoget tak hingat punya. Yang bestnya, we both will laugh till our tears streaming down, biler tgk tang buntut tuh berpusing 360 deg!!! 
5. Suka menjerit!  ntah saper la dia ikut nih..
6. Mulut teramat la becoknya.. Dan juga friendly habis. 
7. Tidak mudah takut. Walau mcm mana kuatnya kilat berdentum or angin ribut taufan melanda, her face will remain calm. Dan main cam biasa. Itu ikut the coolness of her ummi laaa... 
8. Biler dengar lagu rock/metal, automatically kepala dia akan banging dgn sendirinya dan tangannya dia akan buat mcm tgh conduct ochestra... how sweet is that laaa!
9. Lepas minum susu, izzah akan bagi bottle suh ambik. Kalau tak ambik, alamat melayang la bottle tuh!
10. There's no such thing as obstacle in her vocabulary. Semuanya dia redah. Including ummi dia yg tgh baring kepeningan, dia akan pijak melintasi in order to get what she want!
11. Dah potong rambut nih, mukanya exactly cam nyonya..errr..oppss..amoi juai sayur.. heheheh tapi kena potong gaks..tak daya tgk rambut dah masuk mata..
Cukup dia setahun 7 hari.. she was hospitalised. TIGA MALAM TANPA BINTANG yang bersinar. All the fuss that being made...all the crap that we have to face... all this make the THREE of us stronger than ever.. I was so frustrated...and it is all being welled up inside of me.. until to the extend..I shake in fury..and all I can think is to knock some sense inside that Doctor and Staff incharge! But I can't do that..can I?
Izzah sayang...
Jangan jatuh sakit lagi sayang... Ummi akan jaga Izzah lepas nih..Ummi tak akan biarkan orang lain buat kesilapan yang boleh mengakibatkan Izzah jatuh sakit lagi... Ummi tak akan biarkan Izzah sakit.. Ummi tak sanggup tengok Izzah terbaring macam tu lagi.. Ummi tak sanggup biarkan mereka menyakiti Izzah lagi... Ummi tak sanggup tengok dia orang pierce tangan yang mungil itu dengan pelbagai jarum..yang bagaikan menusuk hati Ummi ini.. I can't bare to see you in that condition again... And the truth is...I can't bare to live without you by my side....
-gambar atas in a backdated picca of me meeting up with Syasya & Co, together with Fenriz & Co, masa my bday. Me and Izzah share the same month of birth! How cool is that la?? To my frenss..I LOVE YOU! Thanks for making my day!!
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| Tuesday, 5-Jun-2007 05:35 |
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::izzah anak abah!::
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Memang betul kut cakap ramai mommies yang baby girl more close dengan kaum abah. Tapi kalau aku nak dengki gaks bley? hehehhe yerlah aku yang carried her for 10mos (fyi, izzah nih terover due. tuh sbb masa lahir, she being put in the incubator sbb dah tersedut air ketuban and najis dia.) dan aku jugak yang ada 37 stiches in and out. dan lagi, aku jugak la yang terbuka jahitan balik..dan yang bangun malam.... itu akuuuu.... heheheh nih dah kes ngungkit nih... 
tapi dalam keadaan aku camnih.. aku bersyukur gaks.. sbbnya, aku ada byk masa utk rehatkan diri..melayan kemabukan yg seems to be endlessly nih... dan membuat kerja rumah.. yerlah..dah sekarang nih izzah dah ada hobby baru..iaitu MENGEMAS! Ponat makcik niha..mengemas jer kerjaan nnya..(slang pahang)
kalau aku duk peluk kie, sambil menyakat izzah...izzah...ummi ada abah nih... sayangnya abah.. tengok? abah luk ummi balik..bestnyalahhh tengah dok menyepah atau memanjat..dia boleh berhenti, dan merangkak dengan lajunya beserta develish smilenya.. dah sampai dia akan panjat aku then lepuk kepala nih!? kalau tak pun..dia akan tarik rambut aku... then dengan poyonya dia memeluk abah dia..dengan kerlingan, this abah is mine..u cannot share with me la ummi Poyo?? Memang poyo.. memlm nak susu, tukar pampers tgh2 mlm, baru nak cari ummi dia.. banyak cantik?
But no harm done.. I'm glad that she loves her abah.. Meaning that she is not that clinging with me.. Becoz of the coming december, InsyaAllah..there will be equal attention to both of them.. Aminnnn!
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| Friday, 11-May-2007 12:00 |
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::tAdAaAaaaAAa! She is 10 months!!::
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SHE'S TEN TODAY!!
Tup tap tup tap... tup tup tup dah 10 bulan.. hehehhe.. aper daa ummi... Okeh serius balik...
Amazing 10 wonderful months! And I did miss her 9 mos entry.. heheh sori naik lori.. it is due to her fever..lepas tuh aku demam.. then dia demam...then aku demam.. berlarutan smpi tak larat nak buat apa.. plus kie baru balik dari XPDC Berakit.. so sekrang nih baru semua nya reda dan back to updating fp again.. hehehhehe
So the 10 mos finally come.. honestly kan.. aku x nak dia besar.. i want her to stay just the way she is.. the cute montel energatic my little princess... aku nak dia jadi puteri baby aku selalu.. aku x nak dia besar.. i dun want her to grow up..
Cepat betul masa berlalu...tapi aku x leh selfish.. dia kena gak grow up..so bley tolong aku mana2 yang patut.. tapi honestly lagikan.. i dun want to lose her baby face..her baby cuddles..her baby chuckles.. her baby whining..her baby tantrums.. her baby talk.. her baby crawls...i'm gonna miss all this, if she grow up..
Pathetickan ummi Izzah nih... ..so stop to that nonsense...let's check it out her progress..
:: dah bley merangkak dengan jayanya..lepas jer demam teruk hari tuh.. terus bley merangkak..
:: dah makan nasi lembik plus apa jua yang abah ngan ummi makan..suka sangat makan. akan marah kalau tak bagi. ala2 merajuk tapi buat2 mcm cool..ikut perangai saper la tuh..
:: AKTIF! kadang2 sampai tanya..nih baby boy ker baby gal?? jawapan dia buat muka blur..juling-juling.. kalau memanjat no 1! siap pandang belakang, tengok kalau ada yang marah.. reaction kami, just wait and see. biar dia panjat 2 steps dulu, baru ambil. budak mana leh kongkong sangat kan.. nanti they all akan tension. budak pun tahu tension..  pernah sekali, terlalai sikit, dia dah panjat sampai atas.. nak terkeluar jantung gue nih reaction izzah? menjerit sebab pegang dia..besides stairs, suka sgt panjat TV, kerusi, dan kawasan yang sewaktu dengannya.. la nih kie dah buat pagar kat stairs tuh. so dah tak memanjat aa stairs..tapi dia panjat PAGAR tuh!!!!! siap goyang2 lagi... bley tercabut pankreas ummi nih izzah oiiiii...
:: suka sangat bebas..tak suka di pegang.. kalau suh dia tatih, dia akan end up duduk dan merangkak.. kalau kat umah takper la merangkak.. kalau kat luar, macam stadium ker..macam mana nak lepas?? she'll end up mengamuk macam kena dera ngan abah dan ummi dia.. yang tersipunya abah ngan ummi nih gaks...
:: suka observe! kalau gi makan kat luar, dia akan perati kan orang2 yang makan kat situ.. biler ada kids yang buat perangai, dia buat muka pelik..amenda aaa buat perangai tak senonoh camtuh.. tengok aku cool jer.. yo lah tuh Izzah oiii..
:: biler turun tangga, dia akan buat macam2 bunyi.. kononnya soundtrack utk turun tangga
:: seorang yang kuat berusaha! apa jua benda yang dilakukan, dia akan buat sampai dapat.. sampai puas hati dia.. selagi tak dapat jangan harap laaa bley ambil dia.. kang ngamuk saper yang susah?? 
:: dah pandai baling bola. nih selalu main bola ngan kie la.. at first dia perati jer abah dia baling bola.. then she took the ball dengan penuh semangat. masa memula mmg tak lantun, sebab she keep on holding the ball, walaupun dia dok hayun ball tuh.. akhirnya dia dapat gaks baling bola then abah dia catch.. abah dia baling..dia gi kejar bola tuh.. then jilat dulu.. so cute.. membuatkan aku ketawa bagai nak rak, walaupun terlepek baring...
:: suka main hotwheel cars. siap leh main car tuh atas lantai..mcm mana leh tahu car tuh main atas lantai?? soft toys ngan mainan for gals dia kureng sket main.. hmm salah saper tuh? tulah akibatnya bila mengandung kuat sgt berjalan ker autoshow.. hehehhe clever girl! muahhsss!
:: mulut mmg riuh. a bit the peramah. suka tegur orang. itu kalau mood baik la.. heheh kalau mood tak baik, orang nak nak dukung dia pun susah.. kalau mood baik, dia yang tegur orang heheheh...
:: mulut suka sebut avaa avaa avaa..abah dia la dok perasan sebut nama dia.. biler malam jer dia sebut miiiii... Mi jer izzah?
p/s: Terima kasih yang tak terhingga kepada semua mommies and frens yang wish for Izzah's health. Hanya Allah sahaja yang dapat membalas keperihatinan kalian. Kepada yang wish me Tahniah, I thank you too. Eventhough I'm a bit the sheepish. U know I know laa.. Muahhhhss! Love you all!
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| Monday, 9-Apr-2007 12:00 |
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::demam::
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I am sorry for not updating my fp. Izzah has been sick for almost 5 days. Kebah..demam..kebah..demam..cukup 6 hours ubat diberi..dia demam lagi.. will upload new pic of her soon...she is recovering..cuma nya berat badan 8.5kg dah takder.. cuma tinggal 7.95kg..aku pun x tido sbb was cradling her in my arms..trying to soothe her in every way...
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| Sunday, 1-Apr-2007 09:19 |
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sParKLinG fUn gaThERinG 2007
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azie yang sporting ngan sofea yg amat mencuit hatii..
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zubye & zaki irfan ngan
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najaa yg sweet..tp syg dia demam plaks..
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FUN! FUN! FUN!
Despite whatever happen, we still made it to the GATHERING! Thanks to zz, for convincing me and made my day no matter what! And guess what?? Walaupun merintangi banjaran titiwangsa..mengharungi jam kat karak hiway(buduhnya MTD, dah tahu kereta byk..lagi nak tutup satu lane)...melayan badai angin puting beliung yang melanda diri aku lately nih..dengan tak ada gaji selama 2 bulan!!!!! we still made it to the gathering..and antara yang terawal sampai!!!!! Wowwwwweeeeee!!! Akhirnya MAHARAJA akur juga ngan permintaan PERMAISURInyaaaa!!! Macam tak percaya jer kan.. .
Anyway..sonok making acquaintance ngan mommies n babies kat gathering nieh.. especially roneyz, azie, mas, mai, zizie, ayue, zubye, faiz, ami, filla, iena, lela & others yang teramat la ramainya.. yang pasti aku makan byk.. especially brownies tuh... i likeeeeee! lantak la diet.. janji aku hepi!!! mana taknya, aku ngadap tuh jer.. dan aku yg rasmi brownies tuhhhh..sedappppp! hingga menjilat tumit kaki aku nih... heheheheh...a credit to mama ezra a.k.a rose...
Yang bestnya, biler balik..aku tak yah masak..sbb dah full blast.. kie beli nasi lemak jerks..then anak aku dapat mazhab baru.. biler makan kusyen, aku ambil..dia bley jerit kat aku??? walaupun badan aku letih tahap tenuk meredah hutan, aku tak leh nak terus tido..sbb izzah makin lama..semakin GALAK nak main!!!! dia tido kul 12.00tgh malam!! CAN U IMAGINE????
p/s: to my new friends..aku suka kawan ngan korang... kepala sempoy seiiii..aku sukaaaa..you know who you are..tak yah lah mention kan.. aku sukaaaaaaaa korangggg..lain kali jumpa, kita shopping reramai kkk..kita kayapkan suami kita...
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| Thursday, 22-Mar-2007 03:55 |
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..::izzah oh izzah::..
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sebenarnya gambar nih dah lama ambil. cuma tak upload2. sebab apa? sebabnya sejak transfer to pahang, kejer lagi melambak dari kat KL. hampes tul.  heheh..izzah dah 8 bulan! so banyak la menda yang dia boleh buat sekarang nih. best betul rasanya.. cumanya sekarang, ummi dia bertambah la chaos hidup dia kat rumah. sbb mana nak memasak, buat house chores, layan abah izzah dan layan izzah. bila bentang comforter, aku buat benteng keliling supaya dia tak terlepas smpi ke tv..atau tangga.. atau paling haru smpi bilik air. huhuhuhu.. nak marah pun baby lagiks.. heheh redha jerlah...
izzah nih jenis pesen cepat berpeluh. walaupun pasang fan full blast, dia still bley berpeluh. kalau tak ader benteng, dia terlepas merayap satu hall tuh. lepas tuh makan carpet..makan dvd..mkn cd case..makan magazine motor trader kie..makan buku.. then berpeluh tak hingat.. izzah will end up mengotorkan baju sebab dh mop satu hall.
ummi dia pun hep la! tapi dia buat ala2 kelam kabut..buat mata juling2..tersengih2..buat manja2 la..luruh jantung nih dibuatnya.. geram bercampur nak tergelak.. bila tukar baju lain, yerlah dh mop lantai, kang tido miang laks..dia pun buat macam nak lari.. bley ker baby agah2 mak dia balik??? heheh that is my izzah....
datang kie, dia cakap..knp yg izzah nih poyo sangat?? anti betul kie, kalau izzah tak dengar cakap. puk! dia babap kat pampers izzah. nasib baik lah kwn tuh ada pampers, klu tak mau merah buntut budak tuh...
the progress
** Izzah has utter her FIRST word.. mula-mula tak caya gaks.. banyak2 words dalam dunia nih, ko sebut word tuh dik??
** kalau sebelum nih, dia asyik gostan..sekarang nih dah masuk 1st gear dan semakin laju at 120km/hr
** seorang yg kuat berusaha!  walau macam manapun tinggi benteng ummi dia letak, dia dapat get tru gaks. kalau dia nmpk benda yg dia suka, akan disepak semua kusyen..merentangi lautan toys.. at the end, she will get what she wants!
** suka MAKAN! setiap kali mkn, (kami makan kat bawah, takder meja makan maaa) maka Izzah dengan penuh semangatnya akan sampai kat kami. Sedar2 jer ada tangan mungil atas paha. Bila bagi sebutir nasi, sukanya dia amatlah ketara! dia makan semua. makan biskut..makan nestum... makan bubur..makan roti... makan biskut cicah nescafe... makan kek.. makan pudding... makan remote..oppss.. makan riben baju...errrr dulu minum susu 390gm (RM22.00) tahan 2 hari jer. tapi sekarang sejak tukar susu, 1.1kg (RM22.00) tahan 4 hari jer.. huhuhuh.. takperlah izzah.. asalkan sihat..
** teramatlah suka dibawa berjalan.. kalau bab jalan, lapar pun sanggup tahan. bila smpi rumah, mula lah kelam kabut nak minum susu..
** tak banyak songeh, unless ada benda yang akan menyongeh dia. macam lapar ker.. semut gigit ke.. dia nak tido ada org buat bising ker...
** pakai baju umor SATU tahun! seluar masih bley pakai saiz 70 or 6-12 mos. pampers size L. she's weigh 8.5kg.
** suka cakap GERMAN ACHTHUNG! ACHTUNG! the language that only me n izzah understand...
** btw, her first word is OKEH.. how cool is that la? ahakss!
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| Sunday, 11-Mar-2007 12:00 |
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..::the survivor::..
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izzah and I share the same month of birth. we both under the same zodiac. it make izzah and I, to understand each other very well. from the momment she still in my tummy, we came to understood each other. When I broke into tears to the pressure I was put in, she kicked me hard trying to say BE STRONG ummi! eventhough abah in Pahang, you still have me!
I was 8+ mos pregnant, when the things that I bought for my baby, was stolen in Kg Baru. The bag that full with mine and izzah stuff that suppose to be brought to the hospital in case of emergency. I cried inside. To the extend that there were no tears streaming down...
I cannot cry, simply becoz the pain is too unbearable. Having long relationship, consumed a lot of money. And basic preparations for our baby, being bought bit by bit in every month. We bought 1 or 2 stuffs per month.
Only GOD knows the misery I was in. I was so depressed! All I can think was the culprit that had taken the bag! I hope he/she/they rot in hell!! But my darling Izzah, kicked me back so hard and was driving me insane, until I calmed and redha.
And now having her in this world, make me sees this world differently. I am more positive in thinking and patience. Whatever it is, I know that I'm not alone.
While dancing tru dance of the baroness by maksim, we came to agreed on terms between us..
I'm your Ummi
I'll guard your back
I'll catch your fall
I'll help you to be independent..
and I'll love you endlessly..
HAPPY 8 MONTHS SAYANG! Abah & Ummi love you so much!
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| Wednesday, 28-Feb-2007 05:49 |
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..::trip to kelantan::..
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izzah dah sihat! syukur nikmat dan kudrat dariNya. ALHAMDULILLAH
jadi bila izzah dah sihat, baru la ummi dia ada mood nak story mori about our trip to kelantankan...
pukul 8.30am kami duk tunggu tok, wan & pak chu kat simpang ke jerantut.. perjalanan yg aman damai.. melalui jerantut, kuala lipis, padang tengku..dan byk lagi small town yang tak ingat namanya.. yang pastinya, abah drive, ummi n izzah lepak kat sebelah.. izzah tak ada car seat, dan ummi dia la yg jadi car seat dia tuh.. car seat baby dia dh tak muat.. and it seems that i dun know when i will bought a new one, since we rarely jln2...
diiringi dengan alunan dari radio.. then tak dapat signal.. abah pasang cd..dimulai dengan XPDC 2 cd, diikuti MORDERN ROCK COMPILATION, then KONSERT SEARCH 2 cd, then Creed...Izzah pun layan jer.. sori la ek.. our car mmg takder cd lagu slow melow nih.. heheh sampai GUA MUSANG nak masuk KUALA KRAI jamming the nationnnnnn!!!!! perjalanan selama 5 jam memakan masa 8 jam!!!!! menciiii!
we were having so much good time. plus KIE was in good mood! best giler terlampau..tulah lepas tuh sedih sebab izzah kena campak laks.. menci tul.. tapi it was fun and good for izzah to get to know her other side of relatives.. yeah..KIE is a mix of Phg and kelantanese.. we all visit hampir semua sedara mara..izzah berkesempatan bertemu ngan moyang dia.. Alhamdulillah..selama kami di sana, kami dapat bershopping di samping berbuat amal.. tolong mana yang patut tolong.. walaupun sikit, alhamdulillah.. it is worth it..
I'VE BEEN TAGGED..twiceee..one from mas and another one from Maklang dearie..
but i'm still giving 6 weird things about me, walau di tagged sebyk 2 kali.. heheh so here goes..
1. i'm an order freak! kalau sidai kain, i will sidai kain according to size. mula-mula kecik than besar..
2. suka basuh kain, tapi tak suka lipat kain. cari semua kain kotor, walaupun baru pakai sekali, then masuk dlm machine..then sidai.. tapi nak melipat..mak aii..bley berpinar dibuatnya..
3. i walk fast on high heel rather than i wear flat.. kalau pakai flat, bley tergeliat..
4. suka beli hadiah dan pembalut hadiah, walaupun belum diketahui untuk siapa hadiah itu... and then my hubby will membebel from dawn to sunset..
5. i love HANDBAG..i repeat i love HANDBAG. i have like 2 toyogo box that are full with handbags.. kasut setakat 2 pasang leh idup dah.. tapi handbag..adussss..tak leh sey!
6. kalau beli kain pasang, suka yang luar biasa..lain dari yang lain.. kadang-kadang orang tanya, where dis u buy this material? i said Jln TAR.. hello jgn tipu.. i went to Jln TAR k, but i dun find the material that u are wearing... paling suka kain sari.. best kan.. for the height of 170cm, kain sari (7m long) is a blessed!
Ok now comes the difficult part, siapa pulak should I tag. Since I've been tagged by Mas(Mummy Alsyha) & Mak Lang, the following victims are picked at random. Phew, jenuh nak cari, sebab mostly dah kena tagged. So here are the 6 lucky winner!
1) Mommy Hafiy http://azil.fotopages.com
2) nurul http://irdina05.fotopages.com
3) roneyz http://roneyz.fotopages.com
4) razi http://babyinsyirah.fotopages.com
5) Mommy AD http://dellania.fotopages.com
6) Mama Haris http://irfanrabaiah.fotopages.com/
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| Monday, 26-Feb-2007 05:22 |
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..:: a week full of tears and worries::..
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izzah demam campak. ummi dia takder mood nak cerita pasal our trip to kelantan. a week full of tears and fears. izzah nangis..nangis..nangis dan nangis..sampai mata dia bengkak kerana menangis. dia tak nak diletak ke bawah.. tak nak dekat kie.. tido pun, every setengah jam dia jaga..menangis..seolah-olah mengatakan, ummi..izzah tak tahan sakit nih. susu tak nak. hanya minum air masak saja for one week. menyebabkan izzah susut secara drastik.
setiap kali izzah nangis, aku nangis. setiap kali izzah tak nak minum susu, aku pun takder selera nak makan. tak sampai hati aku nak makan, sedangkan izzah lapar. hakikatnya izzah lapar, tapi dia tak boleh nak telan susu. menyebabkan aku pun turut susut.
badan izzah yang gebu, telah susut. kulit izzah yg lembut, kini bergerutu kesan campak itu. setiap kali izzah nangis, aku berdoa "Ya Allah, andai aku ada buat kesalahan terhadap mu..aku pohon agar jangan dihukum kepada anak ku, kerana dia masih kecil lagi. Hukumlah aku. Aku rela menanggung kesakitan yang dialami olehnya."
hari khamis, izzah kembali ceria. aku juga turut ceria. izzah kembali tersenyum, walaupun masih lemah. aku turut tersenyum. aku bernazar, jika izzah kembali sihat. Pulak tu, Kie nak pergi kursus kat Johor. Aku takut dalam berani.. InsyaAllah..it will be ok..
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